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Random MJ Talk / Today I'm hurting :(
« on: November 29, 2009, 04:10:29 PM »
Today has been such a hard day.
I've been listening to Michael all day on my ipod, everywhere I turn he is there. I was on the music channel and 'This Is It' came on, so I turned to another music channel, there was another singer on...and she hapenned to be singing a part of a song that says 'This is it' :S. So turned to ANOTHER music channel - You are not alone. So feeling like I was gonna explode I opened a magazine to read..first page 'Things that happened in 2009, Michael Jackson died', opened another magazine 'What song would get you on the dancefloor' and someone said 'Billie Jean'. I think I'm going INSANE!
I entered into the conversation AGAIN with some relatives. Was called deluded, sad, no life, accused of being cultish
Im really just so upset, last night I was crying and crying and crying for hours.
I dont know what to do, I really need someone to help reassure me
I've been listening to Michael all day on my ipod, everywhere I turn he is there. I was on the music channel and 'This Is It' came on, so I turned to another music channel, there was another singer on...and she hapenned to be singing a part of a song that says 'This is it' :S. So turned to ANOTHER music channel - You are not alone. So feeling like I was gonna explode I opened a magazine to read..first page 'Things that happened in 2009, Michael Jackson died', opened another magazine 'What song would get you on the dancefloor' and someone said 'Billie Jean'. I think I'm going INSANE!
I entered into the conversation AGAIN with some relatives. Was called deluded, sad, no life, accused of being cultish
Im really just so upset, last night I was crying and crying and crying for hours.
I dont know what to do, I really need someone to help reassure me