Hi there
(Am danish, so please bear with my english skills)
Have been reading in here for quite some time, and finally pulled myself together to get an acount - so here it goes, my introduction:
Am 28 years old and have been a fan og Michael for many, many years - to me, he represents so many things - not only the music, but his very person.
The night he passed, I woke up at the same minut it happend, and just felt that something had changed... couldn´t sleep and my intire soul told me that something was very wrong.
His dead shocked me deeply, I was crying my eyes out at the memorial, and still can´t believe that he is gone.
There are still some songs, I´m not ready to listen to - they mean to much.
You might be wondering why I´m here, when I write like this... as if he was truely gone... I´ll try to explain
At first I didn´t doubt that he was gone, I could feel it so deep inside, and I even (and yeah, you might think that I have gone completely crazy now) got a visit from him one night. I believe in clairvoiance and the things, that comes with that... and that night we talked. He came to me in my dreams, dressed in white, and told me that he was OK. That he was happy, that he was free, and he explained to me what he stood for. That night I said Goodbye, but promised to keep him deep in my heart forever.
Now, time has passed and I slowly realised that something was wrong. A lot af things just didn´t match.
There was just to many loose ends, to many unanswered questions ond way, WAY to many strange things surrounding his "dead".
So I started following this site.
And I read about NWO for the very first time - got pretty scared and kept on reading.
I read about the hoax, the conspirationstheories, I saw picktures, videos and so on.
And some questions got answered - a lot is still unanswered.
As it is right now I can´t call my self a beLIEver, not either a NONbeLIEver... I just don´t know what to think about the whole thing. But I know one thing - I believe in Michaels message of LOVE and PEASE!
So I´ll keep investegating... and hopefully I´ll get my questions answered.
Better stop now, before I end up writing an entire novelle
hope that you a able to understand my english, and that that you will bear with me as I am now - neither an beLIEver or the opposite.
L.O.V.E