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« on: November 07, 2010, 12:11:19 AM »
I don't mean to bash on those who love MJ impersonators - what the impersonators do is pretty admirable, in that they have taken their love of MJ one step further. And some of them do a good job - and most of them dance pretty well, got all the "MJ MOVES" in line. HOWEVER, that being said, and once again, I'm not bashing the impersonator admirers OR the impersonators themselves...BUT - NONE OF THEM - not even the best - perhaps even by MJ's standards himself - NONE OF THEM in my eyes, has been able to capture the spirit of what truly moves an audience like Michael himself. It is something that cannot be duplicated. Either you have it or you don't. In this case, none of them have it. I don't know how to put it into words. It' very interesting because many of them are really really great in the dance part of impersonating him. Some might even have the mannerisms down to the cue. But I don't know how people can be 'taken away' or 'impressed' that much so, to be so in awe and say that these impersonators are like MJ doubles. Often times the "one thing" they didn't do right, or can't change, gives it away immediately. Like the shape of the eye brows, or the overly done shading of the makeup around the nose, the lipstick shade that is waaay too dark, cheek blush that looks more like clown makeup. These things can be successfully recreated to look just like how Michael did it - if they only stop trying SO HARD. It gets overdone. Even when dancing, some of the 'best' - like the Rizzo guy from Australia - yeah, he does dance really great - but I honestly think many, like him - overdo the moves. The moves are too tight, too intense, alhough they are 'correct'. Michael never overdid his moves, - they were always a perfect blend of dance moves and soulful spirit that emanated. His moves never controlled him - these impersonators dance like the movement has overtaken their suave.
These guys might take the breath away from journalists and those interviewing them, as they go to the extent of saying things like Wow I can't believe it - it's like you're Michael himself..BUT...I don't know how they feel that. When you appreciate the aesthetic authenticity of Michael...his spirit is what comes out and grabs you - it's in his step, in his slight swagger, his smooth transition, his cutting popping, his natural glide, his half grimace half smile, his eyebrows that lift to tease, and not an overly done intense overkill of dance moves - that make him who he will forever be. I can view a million of the world's best impersonators, but it only makes MJ himself look even moreso magnificent. Only he can truly impress...
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« on: June 15, 2010, 07:38:45 AM »
Again, I will probably be blasted for this one too...I should be prepared...and forgive me in advance if I anger anyone. I am feeling now...like I am part of one big bunch of people that fell right into the hands of those who wanted to get away with their plot that worked - to kill MJ...and their hope was for us to believe in this hoax deal that they planted and set off into cyberspace, hoping that blind fans and others - would fall right into it and be such adamant, faithful believers...something they would need to get away with the murder...and then those immediately around Michael - close friends and family, cannot utter a word about the "fake" "hoax theory" planted into cyberspace by the actual "bad guys" who wanted to get rid of MJ and wanted the world to believe he pulled a hoax and is in hiding...because if they try to say anything - it would endanger THEIR own lives too - because look at what happened to Michael. Powerful money. Powerful connections. Powerful criminals all wanting us to be suckers and believe in this fabulous hoax idea...because they KNOW how we all melt in the hands of anything MJ...anything to do with the mere possibility of Michael being alive and well and coming back...they KNOW how powerful Michaels' followers all around the world who love him would react...wanting anything and everything to hang onto, to believe he is not dead...are we all just putty in their hands?
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« on: June 09, 2010, 12:56:56 AM »
If I'm still standing, Michael, when you don't come back
Please forgive me for hanging on too strong
If I'm still crying, Michael, when you don't come back
Please understand - it's a war that we still have to fight
If I'm still lost, Michael, when you don't come back
Please realize, that you were the North Star, that shined on our paths
If I'm still struggling, to gain back my breath
Please comprehend - our breath was lost, when yours too was gone
If I'm still hoping, for some God sent miracle
Please try to see, the caliber that was YOU
And if I'm still standing, Michael, when all is said and done
When time says it's over
When tabloids are no longer
When whispers of you are gone
When tears can no longer fall...
IF I AM STILL STANDING...waiting for your smile
To break through the sealed walls of impossibility...
Please try to understand - I've lost my sanity - for the greatest of human cause...
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« on: June 08, 2010, 01:31:16 PM »
I have thought...what IF...Michael had planned a getaway via Death Hoax...BUT...things went wrong - and those that wanted him dead - got to his death FIRST...and a real one at that - not a hoax...what IF??? WHAT IF that is what happened? Michael had it planned for a long time...but he was murdered instead before the hoax could even start - and then the rest is a cover up...a murder cover up...
I can feel I will get alot of blasting for this comment...I'm sorry. I am just scrambling through thoughts...
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« on: April 28, 2010, 01:42:27 AM »
8 more weeks to go you guys...it's not that long. I am just anticipating SOME KIND OF news...something...bits, pieces, more to add to the completion of the mystery...Somewhere deep inside, I still have an ounce of hope left. Or I wouldn't be coming back on this site at all. That's how I figure it. What about everyone else out there? Hanging on by a thread? (excuse the pun) I'll exit this page with a nice thought: I love the way Michael did his slight wiggle of his head, while walking slightly with his feet pointing a bit outwards during a number..so what's your fave MJ move/nuance???
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« on: April 26, 2010, 05:33:15 AM »
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I just wanted to send out some smiles to anyone not feeling so great today! Straight from yesteryear ~~~ the greatest! I remember as a kid, my neighbor's teenage sister and brother used to listen to this all the time...SMILE!! 
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« on: April 25, 2010, 05:42:50 AM »
I thought I had survived it all - the repetitive cycles that made me insane. Feeling vibrant, energetic, living my days by MJ music, keeping up the faith that he will soon be back...then facing the down days when it seemed the only thing I was hanging by, was my stubborn belief that he is not gone really - and that the world over could laugh at me, but I was going to be the one smiling and standing and saying "See - see I told you so." the day that MJ comes back...and then it repeated itself, off again, on again, off again, on again, until I could no longer tolerate the insanity, the emotions that just kept me feeling like I was either alive or lacking all feelings.
SO I DECIDED awhile ago - about a week I think - to let this all go and close the book. I couldn't even say I'd wait till the summer to find out...I just told myself, 'enough already'. I can't be in limbo. I can't be doubtful one day and then a believer the next. I then put away all thoughts of Michael, all thoughts of any issues relating to him. I decided to continue on with my life, the way it had been prior to this WHOLE mess. And it is a mess, you should see the inside of my soul if you could - it's in shambles. And so I did - I picked up my heart off the lowest point of my existence and said "no more". I went on doing what I always do, did what I had to do each day, and it was okay - would you believe it? I put away my MJ music, I stopped listening to him totally. I felt then, my heart begin to heal in an odd way. I didn't cry. I didn't think about him. I didn't wonder what was going on in the rest of the lives of everyone here on the site...and then today -on the way to an appointment, I sat by the window watching the scenery go by - I pulled out my cell phone and plugged in my earphones and looked through my music files I had uploaded onto the phone months ago...At first I skipped over the MJ collection. But then I was curious, to see what my reaction would be, should I listen to his music again. "Oh I'm all over the tears already..I'll be fine"...I thought. So I chose of all songs, Stranger in Moscow...then You Are Not Alone...then Human Nature...and suddenlly my eyes were both trying to hold back the tears that were overwhelming me.
Suddenlly my heart felt like it was breaking in two pieces, literally. I could feel my rib cage collaspse and I could hardly breathe.
He was still there, MJ was - carefully held in place deep in the furthest place in my heart, trying to survive amidst all the doubt and lack of faith I chose to take - simply because I could no longer bear to even THIN KOF HIM. That was how insanely painful the whole process was starting to feel. I had actually numbed myself into thinking it was okay to just not think about him at all, simply because it was too much emotion for me to carry, day in and out. I am back to a familiar place...some might call it denial of the truth, or denial of reality...but if that's what it is, then let it be so - because the truth of it all, is..simply, I can't feel anyting else regarding MJ other than still miss him. I thought I had grown strong enough to close the book...and just not even acknowledge him. But it can never be htat way. You can't deny yourself oxygen, light, water, you can't. And in the same way, MJ is just going to be a permanent part of life, and the world as we know it - because he made it that way. There can be no world without MJ in it...whether or not we see him walk the earth or we don't...he still existed, and he still exists to many of us...So with these tears and the pain that still lingers - I welcome back MJ into my struggle, my personal struggle of loving his music, loving his messages, and loving his legacy. He will go on, and on , until there is no universe. Whther or not I believe still, that he will be back soon - is no longer the point. The point is, I will never shut the door of my soul, on him again. He is here to stay...
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« on: April 13, 2010, 12:25:58 AM »
Ok everyone...this may not be relevant to many of you - I don't know - or maybe it might be...but I NEED TO EMAIL and make sure it reaches Janet. Can anyone tell me where to write to her? And please don't suggest her Facebook account because she has not been in there to state anything for a really long time - it might as well be closed down. The reason I'm asking, is because I trust her reaction/answer and I trust her character...and I just want to ask her why can't she just help some of us out a bit - and TELL US STRAIGHT what her opinion on the hoax theory is? I want to know - what her reaction is, what her comment is - it would help me take my next step in handling everything that is going on inside me. I know it's important to carry on justice for Michael, but at the same time, it's just not making sense that only Latoya has mentioned her disbelief in the hoax theory. If I were really hurting as badly as Janet is, I'd be in the camera telling everyone to please stop carrying on like this because it makes it so much harder to accept the fact that he is gone, and to carry on working for his legacy and justice...I'd be telling Michael's fans world wide, that we need to let the desire of wanting Michael alive, to rest - let it go - so that we can all work harder on bringing his wishes to reality...That is what I'd be saying if I were her...I want to know why it's so hard for Janet or anyone else in her family (aside from Latoya) to ask us to stop wasting time with the hoax theory...why?
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« on: March 30, 2010, 12:22:52 AM »
Ok...I'm having a down day..I need your help. Please explain to me your opinions and theories as to why the Jacksons are now really trying to nail CM if MJ is actually alive? Where does this take the hoax theory? Or are they just trying to make it look like CM is going to get nailed, just to quiet the growing noise on MJ's deathhoax? What is going on? I am feeling, that if CM ends up behind bars - then there's no way MJ is still alive...I know that lots of innocent people have in the past been jailed and even executed wrongly - or been taken near execution, only to be released due to "error"...BUT...if CM really does end up behind bars, I am going to find it really hard to keep beleiving MJ is still alive. He would NOT have an innocent man end up that way, just to make his hoax work out as planned...NOW..that is, of course, the Jacksons are all in on the hoax. BUT if they are NOT in on the hoax, then I can see how they themselves need to see CM behind bars, -- but...then if THAT is true, why have they been so quiet and have never looked straight into the cameras and demanded or pleaded that we all stop disrespecting MJ's passing and stop this torture with the hoax theory...now someone out there - please educate me and enlighten me on all this...it's just not making sense the more time passes...As you can tell, I'd LOVE to still be on board with the believers. I'm not going to change my username - I want to be a believer - but not just a believer out of ignorance, but a believer with steadfast grounds to support my belief...HELP! 
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« on: March 20, 2010, 12:44:06 AM »
Dear Michael~
Maybe I'm wrong to say that you have no idea how we are feeling - knowing you are somewhere, but unable to put a cap on it all - to finally be able to say "OMIGOD..thank you for bringing Michael back to us..." We know you are out there...watching, reading, planning, getting better...and we know you told us to look for the signs...in the film...in your songs...but man~if our souls could emanate the intensity of our emotions that are combined-first the sorrow, the loss, then the curiosities, the confusion, followed by inquisitive hope, eager faith...and everytime something or someone tries to bash our belief that you are still out there, getting stronger for your return...we raise our head up and get up off our knees, wipe off the dirt and start walking foward~again towards the knowledge in our souls - that you are out there somewhere - and not in that grand burial that was representing your death.
Michael, can you send us something new, something just to give us that one ounce of extra hope that can multiply into a billion new seeds of hope, to strengthen the dark hours that hover over our heads...we believe..we believe...that you are still alive..and although you can see our energies and read our blogs and it helps you - sometimes Michael, we are so overshadowed in our sorrow that time seems to get the best of us..time that we need to let pass - time that we need to sit still and wait for your return. Give us some new sign Michael. The cut and hurt inside is still there, and it still hurts because faith is intangible and often the easiest to flicker into embers...we need something from you~now. We need to know~truly know~that you are reading and watching and hearing our hearts..I believe and still believe. But...this waiting is just killing me sometimes. I feel like I need some new blast of oxygen. I'll never give up hope. But the JOURNEY is hard. Any new sign from you~would be like a whole new generator of hope for the rest of the road trip...and believe us - it is a hard one.
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« on: March 07, 2010, 12:22:22 AM »
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« on: March 02, 2010, 05:08:25 AM »
This is one of my fave video clips of MJ accompanied by two guys that make the best dance clips with Michael...Usher and Chris Tucker...I know you all love this one too ~ and one of my fave songs! Look at MJ's eyes in this one...although he doesn't look at the audience/camera much, for if you can steal a second of those eyes...and the way he bashfully laughs when Chris makes his entrance to the floor... You are not allowed to view links.
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