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« on: February 10, 2010, 03:02:13 PM »
I've been lurking for quite aome time and finally decided to join. I absolutely loved MJ as a child but through my teens i got into other music, but i still enjoyed his artistry.. I must say when I first heard of his passing I felt nothing... i hope you all don't take this the wrong way Im just being honest... it was strange, like I just felt it was so bizarre! LOL even before i know any details about his death or anything I got this strong feeling of unreality.
Of course i percieved that as normal, whne someone like that dies it can seem surreal. And after awhile i did start to grieve and feel emotional, it sucked! Every day felt a little empty knowing he wasn't here anymore, and it shocked me that I would so much pain over someone i don't know and haven't even followed that closely in recent years...
I finally got to the point where i was ready to move on with my life knowing that Michaels spirit is foreven and ever and nothing can harm him anymore... then a monkeywrench got thrown in that plan and i stumbled upon a thread about this being a hoax on another forum. Needless to say i thought the people in the thread were talking nonsense and were very delusional, until i started investigating for myself. That was around November and ever since then I can't let this go..
In the beginning I felt I was wasting my time but the more i probed the more things to not make sense about all of this. i can tell you i had thoughts of this being a murder and I have never for a second felt that will to be real or accurate. But the things I have found out on my own the things listed on this site have helpped me come to the conclusion that this is indeed a hoax.
In short Im here for the same reasons you guys are, to see this through to the end and find out the truth. I hope i can be of some help to this investigation, I know a lot about the Jackson family thanks to my sisters obssession and I myself am a paralegal.
Sorry for such a long post to basically say what some many others have already said.
Of course i percieved that as normal, whne someone like that dies it can seem surreal. And after awhile i did start to grieve and feel emotional, it sucked! Every day felt a little empty knowing he wasn't here anymore, and it shocked me that I would so much pain over someone i don't know and haven't even followed that closely in recent years...
I finally got to the point where i was ready to move on with my life knowing that Michaels spirit is foreven and ever and nothing can harm him anymore... then a monkeywrench got thrown in that plan and i stumbled upon a thread about this being a hoax on another forum. Needless to say i thought the people in the thread were talking nonsense and were very delusional, until i started investigating for myself. That was around November and ever since then I can't let this go..
In the beginning I felt I was wasting my time but the more i probed the more things to not make sense about all of this. i can tell you i had thoughts of this being a murder and I have never for a second felt that will to be real or accurate. But the things I have found out on my own the things listed on this site have helpped me come to the conclusion that this is indeed a hoax.
In short Im here for the same reasons you guys are, to see this through to the end and find out the truth. I hope i can be of some help to this investigation, I know a lot about the Jackson family thanks to my sisters obssession and I myself am a paralegal.
Sorry for such a long post to basically say what some many others have already said.