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« on: February 13, 2010, 11:21:16 AM »
I have obssessive compulsive disorder. I get obssessed with things and it can become so intense that it's debilitating. Michael's disappearance is driving me crazy! It seems it will never end. I feel like I'm drowning and can't get a breath of air. I know I'm not the only one. The ocd adds a lot to my misery though. It makes it all much more severe. I don't do a lot of posting but I have spent countless hours reading these boards. Can someone please comfort me? I have autism. I sometimes have trouble expressing my feelings in a way that is appropriate. The fact that most, if not all, of you are ladies and I am a man makes it even more difficult. A few weeks ago I sent a private message to a lady. I learned that my message seemed weird. I respect you all. I would never intentionally make you uncomfortable. I just don't know how to express I'm crying please comfort me.