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Title: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: hesouttamylife on May 22, 2011, 03:11:37 PM
Sometime I get tired and discouraged and tell myself it’s time to get off this train.  But I can’t.  My heart will not let me do it.  I always end up right back here waiting and hoping for Michael’s return.  My family tells me that I’m wasting my time.  Maybe to them it is a waste but not to me.  Michael devoted his whole life to being there for his fans.  Who am I, what kind of fan would I be, if I couldn’t give him a few of mine?  I cannot believe it has been almost 2 years.  Where does the time go?  Michael asked in his song “will you be there”?  How can I leave this place when my answer has always been “only God could keep me from it”?  Dear Michael, I’m here for as long as it takes.  
[youtube:19scr2ts]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZa3XsHA6UU&feature=youtu.be[/youtube:19scr2ts]
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: all4loveandbelieve on May 22, 2011, 04:27:59 PM
Doesn't  it feel like a drug? You want to get out but it pulls you back in..  lolol/  I feel that I am in this forum day and night. I come in this forum between my patients. Sometimes I even forget to go for lunch  lolol/ .. I think everyone is in the same boat, and sometimes we have to come out of this boat. I gave myself until the end of this year. If he is not back I will leave this forum. It is time comsuming and I am also neglecting my life. I love Michael, but I have to start loving myself too. Michael is looking out for his business, and so should we, look out for our health and sanity.  If Michael takes 5 yrs to come back, we can't spend all our lives in this forum? It is not good for our sanity. Look how we bicker with each other and sometimes for stupidity. Who is losing hope and becomes negative, Don't forget negativity is an epidemic, it is catchy.  I understand you.. Even if you are not in this hoax forum, it does not mean you gave up on Michael, You will hear the news on TV when he comes back.. blessings.
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: paula-c on May 22, 2011, 08:36:22 PM
I also I have almost 2 years and I have no intention of retire elvis_/
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: bec on May 22, 2011, 09:11:45 PM
I'm with you, all of you. This is the first place I go in the morning and the last place I leave at night. It's a good thing I don't have a PC at work or I'd be even more. I have found balance, that I lacked the first year, it was an obsession that drove me. Now I'm back in control. I will see this through as long as it takes. I will be there. Looking around this thread... WE will be there. I feel I am in good company with you guys.
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: RK on May 22, 2011, 10:02:32 PM
I'll be here with you guys as well. I can't just walk away. Something so profound happened to me on 25th June 09. It was a culmination of anger at how Michael had been treated, indignation at the injustice and deep deep sorrow that he had to endure so much misunderstanding.
Now I'm expecting to see some nasty types get their day [hopefully dimond and sneddon] and I want front row seats for that ass kicking. I'm not budging.
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: scorpionchik on May 22, 2011, 11:13:49 PM
Same here. I will never accept his death, even when he really dies. :lol:
I am addicted to Michael cause Michael is sooo freakin addictive.    (http://www.clicksmilies.com/s1106/mittelgrosse/medium-smiley-047.gif)
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: VeryLittleSusie on May 23, 2011, 03:35:32 AM
I share your feelings, guys...
I must tell you something.. I am glad that the hoax-talk has slowed down a bit lately because I spend less time here at the forum but I'm still able to keep-up to date with all the news. I remember, earlier, when there were about 5-6 pages of new threads, I spent whole days at the computer! Now, it's usually one - two pages so I am able to go for a walk :)


Group-hug!

 bearhug
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: MJhasSpoken on May 23, 2011, 03:43:26 AM
I guess we "can't let go"
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Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: 2good2btrue on May 23, 2011, 04:18:45 AM
It has become an obsession for me too.  Some days, I try really hard not to turn on the computer, and listen to music instead.  That only lasts for a few hours, then BAM.!!!  Its turned on again.  And yes, I always want to hear those magic words "Breaking news...Michael Jackson is still alive"

That has been our goal from day one.  Will I leave the forum???  Probably not, but will have to spend alot less time here due to family obligations.  I am supposed to be looking for work too...maybe that will help when I do get a real job :oops:

But I will always be here in some capacity, whether I post or not..I will always check the "New Posts" daily.

You guys are my family now...Mwah

 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04854XqcfCY (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04854XqcfCY)
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Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: willddoMJ on May 23, 2011, 04:23:57 AM
once a beLIEver ,always a beLIEver, nothing others will say or do, will change that.  :D
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: MissG on May 23, 2011, 10:02:30 AM
Michael will never die in  my heart, not even when he is dead  

I find fan forums too agressive, never joined one. In fact, the 1st MJ forum I ever joined was the death hoax one mj_bad/

I have a hard time accepting MJ is dead, for personal emotional reasons, because of the media circus that made me doubt about his death since the day I saw the ambulance pic on yahoo news and because of the sloppy investigation going on, plus, Michael talked about conspiracy against him and feared for his life, so a death hoax fits with my view of the events.

I want to hang around untill the veredict in Murrays trial, if ever takes place.... geek/

mj_dance/

This is becoming personal  :lol:
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: TheMoonIsDancing on May 23, 2011, 02:30:21 PM
I take breaks from this forum, you sort of have to after awhile. Its a little bit of the same thing over and over sometimes in here, and people do fight a little too much and that sometimes makes me not even want to be here anymore. But Im not here for anyone else but Michael so I stay :). And I love most of your intentions and you are excellent people as far as I know. I'll never stop believing Mike is alive, but hopefully soon he will return or atleast give us one huge wake up call that none of us can deny. I don't know his plans, but I'll always be waiting.
There's no turning back now, once you get on theres no way off! so just enjoy the ride :D :D :D
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: MJonmind on May 25, 2011, 02:53:19 AM
There have been slow times before when I felt a little sad, but things have ALWAYS picked up with exciting things happening. Yes there's a lot of repitition, and I need to skim, re-read to find new things and even refresh my memory. I couldn't leave if I tried, I absolutely need to see this story to it's climax and ending. This has been perhaps the greatest adventure of my life, no matter if people around me think I'm crazy. Just want to say how much I appreciate the whole family here, and all your contributions. I'm less on here than I used to be, but that's good cause my family weren't that happy about it, but now they just accept it and tease sometimes. They gave me an MJ Experince for mothers day, and I've been enjoying doing that as well.

TheMoonIsDancing, I find your signature of MJ pleasantly hypnotic, and I have to scroll up to stop watching him. :oops:  :lol:
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: mjfansince4 on May 25, 2011, 02:59:56 AM
+1

I haven't been commenting as much because life has been really busy, but I try to read everything every night. I guess the longer we wait, the better the surprise right?

<3 you guys.  beerchug
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: heartphantom on May 29, 2011, 06:14:43 PM
It's good to have him back anytime but sometimes too much waiting and pain shadows the joy. Then there are daily problems we all have, families, jobs, our physical and mental energy is stolen with this paralel "journey" that is exhausting even more when nothing happens. We go deeper and deeper in questions we will be probably never answered or the answers will be too late to care.  You all say you will be with him no matter what. I will not. He will always have a special place in my heart and these 2 years i will never forget. But i will not give time too much longer. I'm afraid to have lived someone's life and not mine. Someone who dosn't even know i exist.
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: Kristina4LOVE on May 29, 2011, 08:30:16 PM
I deeply believe that i'm here for a reason! I don't even know how to explain it, but everything in my life changed in the beginning of February 2011. All these changes brought me here! I'll be here till the end (don't really know what the end will be). It's not going to be difficult for me, because i'm not a very emotional person (here is my little secret  :lol:).
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: everlastinglove_MJ on June 01, 2011, 01:54:17 PM
May be there will be a moment, when/if Michael returns, that he’ll say: “I’m still here” after a journey in life. I once said these special words too. We realized that life can change from one moment to another. I had faith to join my husband, children and family again soon. I’m still here and I’m very grateful.

Michael, while I was in hospital I listened to your songs, which encouraged me keeping the faith to recover. Thank you for that. Much love to you.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6f3xgQr ... re=related (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6f3xgQrS04&feature=related)

I post this song for those who tend to loose faith. Keep the FAITH
                                                                              bearhug
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: 50th_State_Believer2 on June 12, 2011, 11:54:29 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aboCNnpjAQQ&feature=related GET UP GET UP GET UP YOU GUYS~~~!! I now listen to this song above - every time I feel my heart slipping...At the one year point after MJ's ''death'', I decided to call it quits, I said goodbye and left this site...I concluded then, that he was gone, for sure. But after months of getting things all together, I focused on my own life, things I had to continue keeping in line, and decided that I was in a better position to believe once again if I wanted to - the hoax, and the thought that MJ was preparing to come back...SO I did...I re-registered with my new username and decided that I will take it a year at a time. I'm looking forward to July...I have high hopes for it...but....as it is a gamble - like any other gamble - I've decided to take it easy on my expectations and hopes...I'm not even going to say what will happen to my frame of mind if nothing happens this summer.  But as long as my dedication in my belief/hope does not interfere with my general health in life, I can go on believing and waiting...I trust my heart that if it ever happens that somehow, we will approach a point in the future where it is so obvious that the hoax theory was just a genius theory - but not true - then and only then will I lay this hope to rest.  At that time, I don't know what it will take, but I am sure we will all pretty much know when to really call it quits.  We live life in stages, and in each stage, there are signs to encourage you one way or another...as one window closes, others will open. We may have a clearer view, we may have a different view...but there's no need to force ourselves to go through changes when the time is not yet ripe for doing so....Meanwhile...GET UP~! Listen to the lyrics in this oldie ~~ It's like Michael saying something so relevant...from words of the past...injected to the present!!! bearhug  bearhug [/size][/color][/size]
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: hesouttamylife on June 13, 2011, 08:10:46 AM
I keep on believing first because of the obvious clues and slipups and straight up lies that have been tossed in our faces.  But also because I find it impossible for me to believe that Michael Jackson who had suffered through a lost childhood, illnesses and accidents, a full blown media circus, bogus charges brought gainst him time and again, ridicule, a trial by jury to defend his innocence to molesting children, the total invasion and loss of his beloved Neverland Ranch, a never realized come back event and a damn death in the 50 short years they want us to believe he was here.  ESPECIALLY WHEN HE NEVER DID ANYTHING BUT LOVE AND GIVE THE WORLD THE BEST OF HIMSELF.  To believe that after he had taken all this shyt and given all he could to this planet and then was simply propofoled to death at the hands of the greedy and/or unethical personnel would be too much for me to accept.  My whole outlook on life would be altered forever.  If Michael Jackson only lived for 50 years, and then "poof" then hell...  confused/ It's too much to digest or even imagine.  I just can't.  He's alive.  There is no other end result that my heart can take.  Not today or ever.  I believe in the power of 7.
Title: Re: After nearly 2 years - I’m still here fam
Post by: steph on June 13, 2011, 02:45:42 PM
I don`t post much but i like to read what you guys find out.Next week it will be two whole years ! Back in the start of  2009 i had know idea i would be on a hoax death site for the next 2 years +, but you just can`t leave ..it`s most strange !
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