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Hey...I'm sorry you're feeling down. What caught me most was the end of your post, where you wondered why you weren't feeling up and happy for your artwork that you did so great on! I think you have too many negative tapes going on in your head - from everyone around you, or especially those specific people that keep feeding you negativity, as though you are nothing but a disappointment with one thing or another. You know, my mom told me something when I was little, that I carry through my life, even as an adult. She taught me that when someone has nothing good to say about me, it's because that person is unhappy inside. Dissatisfaction with oneself, always comes out in the way that person sees other people. Like seeing through yellow tinted sunglasses - what will you see? Things in yellow tint. Rose tinted glasses? You'll see things in Rose tint. Same thing. The soul, the heart, carries so many emotions. When a person is subconsciously unhappy with the way things are in their lives, when they are not satisfied about themselves, whatever it may be - they are prone to start pointing out faults of other people around them. This is to compensate for their own feelings of short comings. Most times they don't realize they are doing it, but that's where it comes from. So my mom always said, "Whenever someone cuts you down, just turn the other way and when you're alone, say a prayer for them, to heal their bitter heart - and then thank God for your happy heart, because when you're happy, you give happiness to others." Hope you feel better tomorrow...here's a great song/video to watch. It's the Spike Lee version video of MJ's "On the Line"... You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login
You remind me so much of myself, always the different one since I was young and feeling misunderstood by peers and family, and holding grudges and finding it hard to forgive a lot of times. I also appreciate music so much and have done a lot of activities around it, and feeling inspired by how michael did it, so I totally know how you feel about the arts and wanted to congratulate you. And whenever I felt stressed, I would tell myself if he got through all his shit and that trial, I can do it too and him dying reminded me that he's human after all even though I knew this all along anyways, if that makes any sense.You're going to be fine, just believe in yourself, and if you need the extra help if your emotoins are interferring with how you function, go for it. Even though I'm still down, I've been getting help and I'm not all the way there yet but it's slowly happening.
Wow, thank you so much for posting this. It brought tears to my eyes. I can honestly say I can relate so much to how you're feeling. Sounds like I have a lot in common with you. Chi-town, does that mean you're in Chicago? Because I am only about 3 hours away from Chicago I hope today is better for you. I would love to see your art!
Quote from: "GreenManMakeAChange"You remind me so much of myself, always the different one since I was young and feeling misunderstood by peers and family, and holding grudges and finding it hard to forgive a lot of times. I also appreciate music so much and have done a lot of activities around it, and feeling inspired by how michael did it, so I totally know how you feel about the arts and wanted to congratulate you. And whenever I felt stressed, I would tell myself if he got through all his shit and that trial, I can do it too and him dying reminded me that he's human after all even though I knew this all along anyways, if that makes any sense.You're going to be fine, just believe in yourself, and if you need the extra help if your emotoins are interferring with how you function, go for it. Even though I'm still down, I've been getting help and I'm not all the way there yet but it's slowly happening.Thanks. We have something in common.
Quote from: "Stranger In Chi-town"Quote from: "GreenManMakeAChange"You remind me so much of myself, always the different one since I was young and feeling misunderstood by peers and family, and holding grudges and finding it hard to forgive a lot of times. I also appreciate music so much and have done a lot of activities around it, and feeling inspired by how michael did it, so I totally know how you feel about the arts and wanted to congratulate you. And whenever I felt stressed, I would tell myself if he got through all his shit and that trial, I can do it too and him dying reminded me that he's human after all even though I knew this all along anyways, if that makes any sense.You're going to be fine, just believe in yourself, and if you need the extra help if your emotoins are interferring with how you function, go for it. Even though I'm still down, I've been getting help and I'm not all the way there yet but it's slowly happening.Thanks. We have something in common. anytime hun Also I don't understand people who are older and accomplished and treat someone else like shit for no reason if they're younger or feel jealous, it makes no sense at all cause I went through that with a coworker once
I too feel as you do. Although mine mostly centers around work. For some reason many people do dislike me. But mostly clients, customers or self empolyed bosses seem to love me. But bosses who are in the corporate world dislike me too. I even went to a psychic and said nothing about this and she said " WOW ! there are a lot of people who dislike you ". I asked her why and she said, "That I am imtimidating, somehow and it is just me and the way I am." "It is just who you are". When in fact I love people I always try to help others and I cannot stand pushy or phony people. So what to do, absolutely nothing !I realize I am the way God made me, and I will be proud of it no matter what ! As I know my mind, and heart are in the right place. So a word to the wise, do not ever place your self value on what others feel about you. As they see the world through a different lense and will never view the world as you do/I tend to find people who think and view life as I do, and I simply do not put myself aroundpeople who are not good for my self esteem/Good Luck, Please know that we are here for you and we care
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