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If you believe dependency = addict or dependency = non addict, I guess wasn't my point. I personally believe that someone having a dependency is an addict. We are not referring to an individual with a disease or illness who has the inability to produce a vital hormone or enzyme such as insulin. My point was simply re: jacarandas' comment is that I don't believe MJ was an addict or had a dependency, at least not at the time of this letter and not with the substance mentioned. Did he try to perpetuate such a scenario of a doctor shopping addict for the purpose of the hoax? IMO, I believe yes.This letter is not legitimate.Sidenote: Sorry in advance for being controversial, but I'll add, that now after some research and forming an opinion on Pepsi accident, (whether it be right or wrong, just my opinion, not saying this is what ppl should believe) I even doubt the whole 'addicted to pain killer' story that I once believed. I used to believe propofol / Demerol / morphene addiction stories close to 09 as false and pain killer addiction story circa 95 - 05 possibly true. Since exploring ideas about Pepsi burn, I have changed my opinion. I believe it all to be painting scenario for hoax. MJ is a health freak! But again jmo. :icon_e_wink:
You are not allowed to view links. Register or LoginIf you believe dependency = addict or dependency = non addict, I guess wasn't my point. I personally believe that someone having a dependency is an addict. We are not referring to an individual with a disease or illness who has the inability to produce a vital hormone or enzyme such as insulin. My point was simply re: jacarandas' comment is that I don't believe MJ was an addict or had a dependency, at least not at the time of this letter and not with the substance mentioned. Did he try to perpetuate such a scenario of a doctor shopping addict for the purpose of the hoax? IMO, I believe yes.This letter is not legitimate.Sidenote: Sorry in advance for being controversial, but I'll add, that now after some research and forming an opinion on Pepsi accident, (whether it be right or wrong, just my opinion, not saying this is what ppl should believe) I even doubt the whole 'addicted to pain killer' story that I once believed. I used to believe propofol / Demerol / morphene addiction stories close to 09 as false and pain killer addiction story circa 95 - 05 possibly true. Since exploring ideas about Pepsi burn, I have changed my opinion. I believe it all to be painting scenario for hoax. MJ is a health freak! But again jmo. :icon_e_wink:I 100% agree with you, I am a chocolate addict because I drink cocoa milk everyday, LOL , I think Michael's message with his song "Morphine" is very clear:RelaxThis won't hurt youBefore I put it inClose your eyes and count to tenDon't cryI won't convert youThere's no need to dismayClose your eyes and drift away DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerol DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerolHe's triedHard to convince herTo be over what he hadToday he wants it twice as badDon't cryI won't resent youYesterday you had his trustToday he's taking twice as muDoctors are trying their patients to get hooked to take drugs by working hand by hand with chemical labs and obtain huge benefits with it and I think this is one of the biggest desires for Michael to expose and eradicate it once and for all, that's why I think this letter isn't legit and is made by him for a shout out hoaxy purpose it's easy to see that since the date and day of the week used (July 21/sunday) speak volumes.
humm dependency on a controlled substance.anybody else see a parallel with media ?
You are not allowed to view links. Register or LoginYou are not allowed to view links. Register or LoginIf you believe dependency = addict or dependency = non addict, I guess wasn't my point. I personally believe that someone having a dependency is an addict. We are not referring to an individual with a disease or illness who has the inability to produce a vital hormone or enzyme such as insulin. My point was simply re: jacarandas' comment is that I don't believe MJ was an addict or had a dependency, at least not at the time of this letter and not with the substance mentioned. Did he try to perpetuate such a scenario of a doctor shopping addict for the purpose of the hoax? IMO, I believe yes.This letter is not legitimate.Sidenote: Sorry in advance for being controversial, but I'll add, that now after some research and forming an opinion on Pepsi accident, (whether it be right or wrong, just my opinion, not saying this is what ppl should believe) I even doubt the whole 'addicted to pain killer' story that I once believed. I used to believe propofol / Demerol / morphene addiction stories close to 09 as false and pain killer addiction story circa 95 - 05 possibly true. Since exploring ideas about Pepsi burn, I have changed my opinion. I believe it all to be painting scenario for hoax. MJ is a health freak! But again jmo. :icon_e_wink:I 100% agree with you, I am a chocolate addict because I drink cocoa milk everyday, LOL , I think Michael's message with his song "Morphine" is very clear:RelaxThis won't hurt youBefore I put it inClose your eyes and count to tenDon't cryI won't convert youThere's no need to dismayClose your eyes and drift away DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerol DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerolHe's triedHard to convince herTo be over what he hadToday he wants it twice as badDon't cryI won't resent youYesterday you had his trustToday he's taking twice as muDoctors are trying their patients to get hooked to take drugs by working hand by hand with chemical labs and obtain huge benefits with it and I think this is one of the biggest desires for Michael to expose and eradicate it once and for all, that's why I think this letter isn't legit and is made by him for a shout out hoaxy purpose it's easy to see that since the date and day of the week used (July 21/sunday) speak volumes.That song always reminded me of a seductive suicide note...that "last cry" for help sort of thing to draw attention that something is wrong. Its always been unsettling.Side note: Does anyone know what day of the week that was that that Murray made his "video recording" supposedly of Michael "under the influence"...half sleep or awake or whatever? :icon_e_confused:
You are not allowed to view links. Register or LoginYou are not allowed to view links. Register or LoginI 100% agree with you, I am a chocolate addict because I drink cocoa milk everyday, LOL , I think Michael's message with his song "Morphine" is very clear:RelaxThis won't hurt youBefore I put it inClose your eyes and count to tenDon't cryI won't convert youThere's no need to dismayClose your eyes and drift away DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerol DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerolHe's triedHard to convince herTo be over what he hadToday he wants it twice as badDon't cryI won't resent youYesterday you had his trustToday he's taking twice as muDoctors are trying their patients to get hooked to take drugs by working hand by hand with chemical labs and obtain huge benefits with it and I think this is one of the biggest desires for Michael to expose and eradicate it once and for all, that's why I think this letter isn't legit and is made by him for a shout out hoaxy purpose it's easy to see that since the date and day of the week used (July 21/sunday) speak volumes.That song always reminded me of a seductive suicide note...that "last cry" for help sort of thing to draw attention that something is wrong. Its always been unsettling.Side note: Does anyone know what day of the week that was that that Murray made his "video recording" supposedly of Michael "under the influence"...half sleep or awake or whatever? :icon_e_confused: Conrad Murray supposedly made the tape on May 10,2009 it was a Sonday.
You are not allowed to view links. Register or LoginI 100% agree with you, I am a chocolate addict because I drink cocoa milk everyday, LOL , I think Michael's message with his song "Morphine" is very clear:RelaxThis won't hurt youBefore I put it inClose your eyes and count to tenDon't cryI won't convert youThere's no need to dismayClose your eyes and drift away DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerol DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerolHe's triedHard to convince herTo be over what he hadToday he wants it twice as badDon't cryI won't resent youYesterday you had his trustToday he's taking twice as muDoctors are trying their patients to get hooked to take drugs by working hand by hand with chemical labs and obtain huge benefits with it and I think this is one of the biggest desires for Michael to expose and eradicate it once and for all, that's why I think this letter isn't legit and is made by him for a shout out hoaxy purpose it's easy to see that since the date and day of the week used (July 21/sunday) speak volumes.That song always reminded me of a seductive suicide note...that "last cry" for help sort of thing to draw attention that something is wrong. Its always been unsettling.Side note: Does anyone know what day of the week that was that that Murray made his "video recording" supposedly of Michael "under the influence"...half sleep or awake or whatever? :icon_e_confused:
I 100% agree with you, I am a chocolate addict because I drink cocoa milk everyday, LOL , I think Michael's message with his song "Morphine" is very clear:RelaxThis won't hurt youBefore I put it inClose your eyes and count to tenDon't cryI won't convert youThere's no need to dismayClose your eyes and drift away DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerol DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerolHe's triedHard to convince herTo be over what he hadToday he wants it twice as badDon't cryI won't resent youYesterday you had his trustToday he's taking twice as muDoctors are trying their patients to get hooked to take drugs by working hand by hand with chemical labs and obtain huge benefits with it and I think this is one of the biggest desires for Michael to expose and eradicate it once and for all, that's why I think this letter isn't legit and is made by him for a shout out hoaxy purpose it's easy to see that since the date and day of the week used (July 21/sunday) speak volumes.
I've always thought the drug stories were all bullshit, but on the other hand I wonder how any person can cope with all the shit MJ had to deal with for so long, without becoming addicted to anything that might make you forget everything, even if it's only for a little while. Many others wouldn't even have made it through alive. So maybe there were problems, I would not be very surprised.
You are not allowed to view links. Register or LoginYou are not allowed to view links. Register or LoginYou are not allowed to view links. Register or LoginI 100% agree with you, I am a chocolate addict because I drink cocoa milk everyday, LOL , I think Michael's message with his song "Morphine" is very clear:RelaxThis won't hurt youBefore I put it inClose your eyes and count to tenDon't cryI won't convert youThere's no need to dismayClose your eyes and drift away DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerol DemerolDemerolOh God he's taking demerolHe's triedHard to convince herTo be over what he hadToday he wants it twice as badDon't cryI won't resent youYesterday you had his trustToday he's taking twice as muDoctors are trying their patients to get hooked to take drugs by working hand by hand with chemical labs and obtain huge benefits with it and I think this is one of the biggest desires for Michael to expose and eradicate it once and for all, that's why I think this letter isn't legit and is made by him for a shout out hoaxy purpose it's easy to see that since the date and day of the week used (July 21/sunday) speak volumes.That song always reminded me of a seductive suicide note...that "last cry" for help sort of thing to draw attention that something is wrong. Its always been unsettling.Side note: Does anyone know what day of the week that was that that Murray made his "video recording" supposedly of Michael "under the influence"...half sleep or awake or whatever? :icon_e_confused: Conrad Murray supposedly made the tape on May 10,2009 it was a Sonday.Thank You :icon_mrgreen:I thought maybe there was something to that.....but maybe not (I can't come up with a pattern) :icon_e_confused:
It sounds like the entire death scene translated to a song.
RelaxThis won't hurt youBefore I put it inClose your eyes and count to tenDon't cryI won't convert youThere's no need to dismayClose your eyes and drift away
[Sorry for straying a little far from original topic here]
Let me explain why this question is insane to me. Before Michael died, he suffered from chronic insomnia, exhausted and struggling to survive a schedule that killed him. So, you are wondering if he may have watched American Idol during rehearsals? I was working with him "before he died" and we weren't watching TV.